What? "Ok lo"? You know what? Fine. Nevermind. I don't need your "sigh-need-to-accomodate-to-your-needs" kind of attitude concerns. I don't need your help. As if fetching me out for dinner is something painful to your ass. I'll just eat apples instead for few days and get in shape. Then go look for other good guys. Nice? I don't remember expressing my "mm songness" to you whenever you asked me for...

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For days I've been having suicidal attempts at home. For hours I've been coped up in my room. Why do I still o the things for them when it's not being appreciated? I still get scoldings, I still get humiliated, I'm still not respected. So why is it that I'm still doing everything for them? All the while they were being so calculative towards me. This feeling of being uncared for is stripping my...

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I don't understand. I don't know why. Why? Is it who? Why? Why? How? I don't want I don't want.Why? What? W...

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I'll shut my mouth. I'll keep everything to myse...

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I find myself looking for someone for solace. I feel like laying on my bed for long hours dismissing all the things and decisions I have yet to make. I'm scared. I'm worried. I'm terrified. I'm so much more. I don't want to think about it. But I have to do something. I don't know what are the consequences to the choices that I will need to make. I wish I could just laugh things off and be free with...

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I knew it was all a big prank joke when my friend told us she is in a relationship. I could smell something fishy going on, and the smell grew stronger this morning when my sixth sense told me to be prepared for the big prank. And I was correct. It IS a big prank. No relationship, no boyfriend, no proposing, no holding hands, no nothing. Just a big fat prank. Congrats Crystal. My condolences Denise....

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